Monday, October 30, 2006
hyper hyper hyper.. cant wait for the Os to be over. I have been praying for this day from months ago. It is almost unbelievable that the day( 20th) is FINALLY here! YEAH YEAH YEAH.. I had planned a thousand and one things to do already!..
NO. 2 is KARATE! i had not been in a fight for such a long time..(I Kinda miss the feeling) It is like a moment where you can just lose control, no one to stop you. no one to control you. Personally I don't think this feeling can be found anywhere else. Just as some describe as moving poetry..after the Os i got 5 months to master it.
let me try to explain
1) the pain
2) the want to out-do
3) the want to hurt
4) the fear to lose
5) the butterflies in your stomach..
i will never forget it.. i crave for it.. haha..i think there is something is wrong with me.
me is mad i think.
No. 1) Domenica. haha.. i wont write much on this..this is private..la la la.and i plan to do most of the thousand and one things with her. haha.. let u be number one la.. i cant of much to write as this is something i don want to write about but to feel it instead! Words are words.. past and past.. feeling and emotions are different.. thats wad i wan with u
oh ya.. hmm.. my good friend been really troubled lately.. hm.. i cant really do much to help other than try to listen to what he wants to say.I feel really bad. sometimes I wish i m able to convey my thoughts in a much better way.. With the Os so close or as some say is here already, I m sure it must be really stressful time for everyone. Fights, rifts between friends, misunderstandings, unkind words are bound to occur sometimes..
i'mma touch the sky!
9:37 PM
Monday, October 02, 2006
OKAY!!!
I AM BLOGGING! AFTER AGES!
suddenly felt like writing!!! so ya. these days life really changed. everything changed for the better i hope.there is so much to write after the last blog, so much to bridge, there is a sudden blank in my mind.
IRONIC i jus got back my prelim 2 results.. it isn't pretty.. 32.. maybe ITE will accept me.. HOW TO GO JC???.. but still it was a really good improvement from last year.. i got like 47..rather okay with it.. nothing much..studying seems to be a part-parcel of life now..i m so
ABLE to feel the heat of the exams coming on.. the giant Os!
BUT life is a balance.. you meet good and bad stuff. so ya.. i met someone
REALLY REALLY NICE too!!
i'mma touch the sky!
10:23 PM
about me
call me ShawnLiuLijian.
05oct1990; sixteen, libra.
once a marist, NP.
loves my girl.
basketball is my second wife.
and soccer is my concubine.
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