hmm.. this time this entry is not very crazy or very stupid.. this is serious.. i decided to live my life not the way i want.life will never accept the real me. it is time for me to create a smoke screen. i m really lost. i hate this feeling, normally i would just come out with some stupid idea take over and let go. haiz.. this time i cant. i hate this feeling.. sucks man..
this is like a broken shell man.. trying to break free. i have seen all the signs coming.. right in my face.. yet i chose to ignore it.. it sucks.. damm...
even if i write this.. is anybody listening!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i m dead
i'mma touch the sky!
7:15 AM
about me
call me ShawnLiuLijian.
05oct1990; sixteen, libra.
once a marist, NP.
loves my girl.
basketball is my second wife.
and soccer is my concubine.