Thursday, January 18, 2007
HELLO.. REALLY REALLY REALLY faithful readers of my blog. This blog is nearly half dead. WELCOME TO THE NEW YEAR!
RESOLUTION NO. 1 UPDATE MY BLOG! haha.. a bit slow i know. today is the 17 of jan already. and still making resolutions.. my past few months can be described as fast or slow or somewhere in the middle.. i went to hong kong about last month and i had actually wanted to photo blog about it when i came back. but sadly my mum's phone WHICH HAD THE MAJORITY OF PICTURES got hit by a virus.. JUST GREAT.
so too bad.. no photos!.
3 months and 6 days has past already!. =D i m happy.. but things really seem to change sometime.. i think.. like some stuff we do, really do not have the flair as before already. hmm. i wonder is that why it is so difficult in being in a relationship even though with someone u really love?. The 11 JAN which marked our third month was great!! FONDUE! DEATH BY CHOCOLATE!! simply kills the urge for chocolate for about 5 secs. BUT chocolate craving never does go away. =D My Dear girl gave me a belt!.. i was so touched la!. and even more was.. she made something for me!.. hmm.. i should post pictures of it next time. It is simply WOW. thats the word for it. WOW. and i just gave her a set of colour pencils.
GIRLS OUT THERE READING THIS u must really think i m a loser right?. YES I M ONE. hm.. but to me i felt it was meaningful due to a dream that i had.
anyway. 15 jan marked a date for me. IT IS THE DAY I STARTED MY JAPANESE LESSONS. really cool class. but ya.. strangers again.. COULD SOMEONE BREAK THE ICE?. please?.
the silence have been so 'powerful' that i had even written a poem on it. GREAT!Soon i would be able to blog in japanese. Great huh? but my main aim for taking japanese was to be able to study the japanese culture first hand as many fighting styles are based in japan especially karate.
Talking about karate. i got my double promotion in belt ranking. was rather surprised to be honest. had to admit my drills were rather bad. in hope i would get another double promotion. so how?
train harder!
i'mma touch the sky!
7:48 AM
Wednesday, November 01, 2006
POSTING!tomorrow is the great literature paper!
I feel like whining like a little girl.. haha..
"The English Teacher" ( my lit book) is partly about finding the enjoyment and the quest for the difference between what you enjoy doing or what you have to do. The main character finally chooses what he enjoys doing.. haha.. Maybe there is a misinterpreting by me as I am not the writer.
BUT I
TRULY finds it irony as to the case of ME.
AHA.. CANT YOU SMELL THE WHINY FEELING WITHIN ME.
UNBELIEVABLE.
This is something we must really think about sometime.What do we really want to accomplish in our puny little lives? Why are we doing something that is against our wishes?. hmm..for some family?.life?.. what about me?. I don't know....
MUGGY
i'mma touch the sky!
6:20 PM
Monday, October 30, 2006
hyper hyper hyper.. cant wait for the Os to be over. I have been praying for this day from months ago. It is almost unbelievable that the day( 20th) is
FINALLY here! YEAH YEAH YEAH.. I had planned a thousand and one things to do already!..
NO. 2 is KARATE! i had not been in a fight for such a long time..(I Kinda miss the feeling) It is like a moment where you can just lose control, no one to stop you. no one to control you. Personally I don't think this feeling can be found anywhere else. Just as some describe as moving poetry..after the Os i got 5 months to master it.
let me try to explain
1) the pain
2) the want to out-do
3) the want to hurt
4) the fear to lose
5) the butterflies in your stomach..
i will never forget it.. i crave for it.. haha..i think there is something is wrong with me.
me is mad i think.
No. 1) Domenica. haha.. i wont write much on this..this is private..la la la.and i plan to do most of the thousand and one things with her. haha.. let u be number one la.. i cant of much to write as this is something i don want to write about but to feel it instead! Words are words.. past and past.. feeling and emotions are different.. thats wad i wan with u
oh ya.. hmm.. my good friend been really troubled lately.. hm.. i cant really do much to help other than try to listen to what he wants to say.I feel really bad. sometimes I wish i m able to convey my thoughts in a much better way.. With the Os so close or as some say is here already, I m sure it must be really stressful time for everyone. Fights, rifts between friends, misunderstandings, unkind words are bound to occur sometimes..
i'mma touch the sky!
9:37 PM
Monday, October 02, 2006
OKAY!!!
I AM BLOGGING! AFTER AGES!
suddenly felt like writing!!! so ya. these days life really changed. everything changed for the better i hope.there is so much to write after the last blog, so much to bridge, there is a sudden blank in my mind.
IRONIC i jus got back my prelim 2 results.. it isn't pretty.. 32.. maybe ITE will accept me.. HOW TO GO JC???.. but still it was a really good improvement from last year.. i got like 47..rather okay with it.. nothing much..studying seems to be a part-parcel of life now..i m so
ABLE to feel the heat of the exams coming on.. the giant Os!
BUT life is a balance.. you meet good and bad stuff. so ya.. i met someone
REALLY REALLY NICE too!!
i'mma touch the sky!
10:23 PM
Monday, June 26, 2006
hmm.. this time this entry is not very crazy or very stupid.. this is serious.. i decided to live my life not the way i want.life will never accept the real me. it is time for me to create a smoke screen. i m really lost. i hate this feeling, normally i would just come out with some stupid idea take over and let go. haiz.. this time i cant. i
hate this feeling.. sucks man..
this is like a broken shell man.. trying to break free. i have seen all the signs coming.. right in my face.. yet i chose to ignore it.. it sucks.. damm...
even if i write this.. is anybody listening!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i m dead
i'mma touch the sky!
7:15 AM
Friday, June 16, 2006
haha..so long never blog again. so here again. la la la.. today damm tired la..jus finished npcc camp two days back.. but still feeling the effects of sian. haha.. lalala.. i feel like going cine tomorrow..better put your dancing shoes on. haha..i feel like playing soccer sia.. legs still shiok.. haha.. kick kick.. hmm.. got some stupid match with the COE ppl.. centre of excellence shits.. haha.. play la.. singapore soccer play like shit. 2010 go wad world cup. .haha.. lousy la.. stay at the S league ba... i puke blood.. haha..
actually.. alot of things is like dancing la.. fighting oso.. soccer... bball.. hmmm.. come to think abt it.. really le.. haha..
so dance on la..
i'mma touch the sky!
6:35 AM
about me
call me ShawnLiuLijian.
05oct1990; sixteen, libra.
once a marist, NP.
loves my girl.
basketball is my second wife.
and soccer is my concubine.
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